I haven’t posted in so long and I’m so happy to be able to concentrate on writing again! Well…on writing what I want to write!
I have been reading assigned books and working on academic paper after paper, leaving no room whatsoever for my fiction or blogging.
But on Saturday it will be official! I will have earned that well-deserved Master’s degree in English and I can put all my full time efforts into my short stories and blogs. I can live and breathe Totem and its characters and back stories for as long as it takes and as much as I want to!
I turned in my last paper today. It was 22 pages long. As I walked across campus after turning it in, I took a different route. I guess a part of me felt sad, but another part wanted to embrace the change. A lot is going to change now. I have spent the last 32 years in some form of education, always beholden to deadlines and projects, grades and MLA format. Now, I need to start the next era of life, where I am beholden to my imagination! I can start living out of my head and transferring it to paper.
And I chose a different path because I wanted to mark the beginning of this new phase of life with a deliberate choice, unencumbered by anyone else’s expectations or needs. I walked back to my office building on my own terms.
I know that probably seems silly, but it meant a lot at that moment, to symbolically and literally take another path.
It will be a scary path. I have been institutionalized to academia for so long, that I’m not sure what to expect in such an unstructured world.
Let’s see what happens, scary or not, and go where the world of Totem takes me!